Deanne-'s Profile

so take one pedal at a time and toss it to the ground, closer now. ill touch your lips to mine.♥







i am deanne.
i am seventeen.
and im in love with this boy.
and i have a hard time without him.

I have no slim idea of who i am anymore. I cant think. I cant sleep. I cant do anything right. Its like dying.
But worse.




Andrew.(if youd even care to listen.)
Listen. I know ive changed, and im not the same. Frankly, I hardly know myself. I feel so stupid and dumb for letting you go. I let the best thing thats ever happened to me, slip through my fingers. And I dont know how to react. I hate being who I am right now, I wished to change myself and It happened. I just want everything normal. I know i cant take back everything I said. Cause, through everything, the tears, the change, the absence, I really never will get over you. I just wanted you to know, Im not perfect. Neither are you. And I accept that. I can never be perfect. Ever. But either way I never meant to hurt you. Ever. Im confused pretty much every day. You told me you loved me, then the next day it was gone. I just dont know how to explain it all without filling up my page. Im sorry. Im sorry, Im sorry im sorry im sorry. I probably can never make up for what I did. And I hope something will go back to normal. I just hope i wont feel that emptyness inside that makes me shake, not because its cold, its because when I screwed up, I lost you.