Bradz_2009's Profile

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Member since: 11/1/2008
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im 14 going on 15 i love hanging out with my friends and my girlfriend Beth she makes me laugh she makes me smile everytime i see her shes fun to hang out with and she has this goofy but amazing and fantastic personality shes amazingly beautiful, shes just an all around wonderful girl and I Love Her. and no im not just saying that becuz shes my girlfriend but becuz ive never felt this deeply about someone before never in my life and i like it we are like two peas in a pod we are very close i can talk about anything to her and she can talk about anything to me weve only been together for a little over a month but it feels like forever ive come so far into this relationship and im not gonna let anything or anyone ruin it and i will stop at nothing to keep us together just say i am a man on a mission most people say this is just "puppy love" fuk that! this isnt no puppy love BLEEP this is real not those relationships you see on television shows but a real relationship i may only be 15 but hey why not start loving now ive gotten a taste of it in my one relationship but that was a different kind of love a love that i didnt want anymore we went out 3 times cheated on me twice with the same guy 3rd time it hit me like a bullet to the head why am i doing this? why am i tearing myself apart becuz of this one girl? why am i purposely hurting myself? as i said it hit me like a bullet to the head i told myself i dont need this love not this kind of love anyway i want the love that i have with my girlfriend Beth she has given this emotion called Love and i have given back Question is: What will happen if we break up? Will the world stop spinning? Will the Universe explode? What will happen to me? Even worst, What will happen to her? I have no intention to hurt her i dont want to hurt her in any way shape or form i dont want her for kisses or sex or anything i want her becuz i feel this special connection called "Love" this invisible force pulling us together like 2 magnets coming together or a vortex sucking us both into this unknown dimension containing only "Love" But love can also throw into another dimension where if you break-up with someone you end up going into depression like I did once with that same girl that i went out with 3 times we broke-up and i guess...i guess i wasnt strong enough to take the blow well i was only 13 but i took the break-up way to hard i mean she was only this one girl this one girl that put me in depression tha broke my heart 2 the same girl that i asked out on Valentines Day and she said No! A girlfriend that steals your love is no girlfriend to me.im gonna stop talking about her just typeing about this hurts with every letter it just brings back memories of fake love, brings back pain and agony ive been scared by it... i never thought i would heal after the break-up but this one girl a girl i never thought id go out with is healing and sealing that scar so im not saying i love her bcuz shes my gf but becuz i DO love her i typed this to show how i feel about her I Love You Beth

idk alot of things make me laugh